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epistle log 40rty 5ive

precipitate

equalized

future so uncertain as to be non-existent

surrounding myself with creature comforts

waxing intellectual less and less

fearing too much pretense in the world

and not enough honesty / candidness / earnestness

speaking / interfacing always

but do we communicate anymore?

conditioned to take our stabs at the world

comforted in anonymity and indirectness

passive aggression passes as social acuity

and so i sit

contemplated into ennui

unproductive, sterile, barren

until the pressure overcomes the inertia

like clouds overflowing

playing through a caesura

tension pulling the skin tight

until i spill over

flooding

receding

equalizing

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